Okay, #1, I am sick and tired of hearing about how great motherhood and family is!  I know, can you believe it?  I am!!  People just seem to be rubbing it in my face... in spite!  (Or it may be I'm just noticing it because its all I can think about.  Ya' know, like if you really, really want a Mustang car and all you see after that is Mustangs), but it couldn't be that!

It seems I can walk into a room and the conversation is normal...weather, animals, sicknesses...but after about five minutes, it'll change!  Oh, my husband and me took a bath together and we talked about our baby!  Oh, the baby is now doing this...now doing that.  I love my baby.  I love my husband.  I love life.  I'm so happy.  Blah, blah, blah, blah blah.

Why does it seem like that the people who maybe don't exactly have marriage and family on the top of their list, get it...  with no problem?  Or what about the ones who get married over and over and over again?  And these women often taint those guys so they're "never going to get married again..." 

And I'm also tired of hearing that I don't get out...  I don't put myself out there.  Ya' know what...if so and so can basically sit at the house and find someone, or go to school and find someone or go to the grocery store and find someone...why the heck can't I?!?!?!?  Why do I...the shy one...have to go out and find someone to come to me?  Am I not good enough?   Why is it so hard for me?  Is is because of my weight?  Or something else?  WHAT IS IT?  TELL ME!!!!!!